Several weeks after, Myungsoo was walking to the execution field to his death punishment. Myungsoo didn’t talk much after he was caught.

He knew he was supposed to keep his lips sealed. But he also knew that he never regretted the things he has done. At least he knew he could protect Saehyun until the end.

Howon who was in charge of interrogating him felt the pressure. Myungsoo never said anything else than ‘what’s the punishment?’

Even Myungsoo smirked while saying it. It was scared Howon too much. This guy is really insane, that was Howon’s thought.

At that Myungsoo just acknowledged all the court charge toward him without any defense word or much other action. He refused public lawyer to defense him. Court didn’t have any choice left.

Proves were pointed to Myungsoo as the suspected. Those charged Myungsoo a death punishment.

A black cloth covered Myungsoo’s eyes. Myungsoo was still thinking about Saehyun for the last time. What Saehyun did after he left? Did she cry?

He felt guilt. He never expected to say the farewell like that to her.

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“You cannot punish him to death, ajooshi!”

Saehyun yelled hysterically at the police office after heard the news broadcast. It were already too much weeks for her tried to meet Myungsoo. But they didn’t let her came. The reason was Myungsoo refused it.

Saehyun couldn’t believe Myungsoo refused her coming. She felt betrayed. She couldn’t sleep well at night; she couldn’t do her day also. All her thought were Myungsoo in the jail. All she could do was only keep repeating to read Myungsoo’s letter.

“This is not our right to make it. Court already sentenced it. Please understand it, Agassi. We were just doing our duty.” Howon could not react as usual when he saw the lady cried.

Practically he didn’t know how to handle her. All people inside the office were avoiding her once she came. No one dare to face her. It left Howon to handle the situation since the other fled away once seeing Saehyun was coming.

“Myungsoo was not guilty. He didn’t do anything wrong!” Saehyun held into the police’s arm.

“He killed and drug dealing.”

“It’s not his intention to do it. He was forced!” Saehyun yelled at Howon.

“Please behave agassi!”

“The time for execution was coming soon. In time, L a.k.a Kim Myungsoo, the accused for L letter case and lately murder case will be shot to his death...”

Saehyun could feel her knees became jelly. She lost her strength. She cried on the floor. Saehyun knew it already. No one could help Myungsoo.

She cried grievely at the police office.

Kim Myungsoo, i nappeun nom! You promised that you’ll never leave! You said we’ll always be together. How could you do this?

TBC

Saehyun awoke by the smokes. She coughed hard and her eyes were hurt. Saehyun looked around.

“Myungsoo ya.” She sought for Myungsoo. Saehyun thought a fire accident was happened there. She tried to look for Myungsoo but something held her.

She saw a paper at the nightstand.

She opened and read it.

“L, you’d better hand yourself sooner. We knew you are there”

Saehyun startled by the voice.

She held her breath and ran out her room.

“Please, don’t do it Myungsoo! You cannot leave!”

“Agassi, you cannot go out. It’s dangerous outside.” The motel owner held on Saehyun tight like Myungsoo’s order.

“I need to go, Ajooshi! Let me go!” Saehyun tried to free herself.

“You cannot. You’ll die. It’s chaos outside there.”

Several gunshots were heard. Saehyun cried.

“If I don’t go, it’s Myungsoo who will die. Let me go!” Saehyun pushed the older man harder. The old man lost his balance.

Saehyun quickly fled herself.

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Myungsoo tried to sneak away while defended himself. But polices were too much. Even after he shot some guy, the amount was never ending.

“Sheesh!” Myungsoo grunted.

Several polices was downed but Howon still never stopped the command.

“Andwe!” a voice was heard. Myungsoo startled. He knew the voice owner clearly. He quick took a look at Motel front door.

Saehyun a. Myungsoo could not believe she stood there. Suddenly there’s lost bullet pointed to her. Myungsoo saw that and ran out from his hideout.

“Be careful!” Myungsoo held on Saehyun to save her, but he was shot instead.

“M-myungsoo ya... K-kim Myungsoo...” Saehyun stuttered by seeing pool of blood appeared soon after Myungsoo fell into the ground. She hugged him while trying to hold on Myungsoo’s wound around stomach.

“Catch him!” Howon gave a command.

“I’m sorry, Saehyun a. I cannot protect you well.” Myungsoo stroked Saehyun’s cheek softly. Saehyun’s tears flew down.

“You cannot die, Myungsoo. You cannot leave me!” Saehyun cried hard. Myungsoo wiped the tears with his bloody hand.

Some men came to get him.

“You cannot do this, ajooshi! You cannot take him from me. Please.”

Saehyun held on Myungsoo stubbornly but those polices didn’t care. They tried to snatch Myungsoo’s weapon and also the young man.

“Leave me, Saehyun a. I’ll be okay.” Myungsoo pried of Saehyun’s hand from him.

“Kim Myungsoo, you’d promised me that you’ll never leave!” Saehyun sat on the ground weakling. She cried a loud seeing Myungsoo was brought by police ambulance.

“You’re lying, Kim Myungsoo! YOU LIED! You said we can start our new life after this. You’re liar, KIM MYUNGSOO!

Please comeback, Myungsoo ya. I hate you, i nappeun neom a (this bad guy)!”

That night the air was filled by Saehyun cried. It was too sorrow and saddening.

Not far from it, there’s a black car parked.

“It’s over now. I always keep my promise, right L?” The guy inside smirked at the event.

TBC

“Is this the reason behind the murder? The police tried to hold on L because he found him familiar.”

Howon read the report his team member gained from the crime scene.

“So, where is he now?”

“Errr...”

“What’s happened? Still cannot find him?”

“We still need time, Sir.”

“Oh My God. How could you all pass Police Entrance Exam with those kind brains?” Howon lost his patience. “Check on all CCTV, find that Lamborghini he drove! Huh... Lamborghini, he definitely gained much money from those kind dealings to buy the car.”

Howon clicked his tongue when he read other information that written there.

“But stupid enough for being too flashing.”

Howon lifted his face to look at his surroundings.

“WHAT ARE YOU STILL DOING NOW? Why there’s no one move. Find out where is that suspect!”

Howon clapped his hand impatiently to make a move on his team members.

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Myungsoo still was trying to write right sentences to say good bye to his along life friend, love and also partner he treasures so much. Several times Myungsoo changed the words inside his mind before wrote it on the paper.

I’m sorry to say this and I’m sorry to keep breaking my promise to you that. I think I can’t bring you along with me to the end.

Do you remember how the first time we met? Yes, at the orphan. You greeted me who cried all the time for being thrown by my mother, with your innocent eyes and smile. You said no need to worry, you will always stand by my side accompany me forever; support me no matter what I did.

Since then, I have made a promise to myself that I will protect and make you happy no matter how hard life is.

Myungsoo’s hand froze, he hardly hold his tears from falling. He wiped the trace of tears that threaten to fall from his edge eyes.

Do you remember what we always said when we saw other child who got a happy family and all wishes be fulfilled? Yes, one day we will get all of that! You and I will have a happy ever after family, a complete family with two lovely children; boy and girl, live life happily. Trying our best to fulfill our children’s wishes so they will not feel what we felt.

Today, I saw you’re really happy at the amusement park. I’m glad that finally we can fulfill our little wish together at least for this one.

I’m sorry that I can’t fulfill the other. I can’t have a happy family with you; you deserve someone better than a criminal like me.

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“Sir, someone reported to see L.”  The police that Howon scolded before ran into the office.

Howon stared at the police.

The police scratched his back head. “But this report came from someone unexpected. I don’t know if it can be trust or not.”

Howon folded his arms. “But, I’ve cross-checked it on CCTV. It seemed to be right.” Byunghun added again. He was afraid that his captain will scold him again.

“If that is true, what are you waiting for?” Howon asked calmly.

“But the car seemed already abandoned outside Seoul, near Sinnam.”

“If you are the fugitive will you runaway with that kind flashing car while you’re being chased by cops?”

“No, Sir.”

“Prepare the team!”

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Myungsoo still struggled to finish his letter. He choked few times because trying to submerge his feeling.

I’m sorry to scare you by killing that police. I’m really trying to protect you. I don’t want you hurt.

I know you are disappointed that I joined gang at past even when I knew you’ll hate me for that. I really just want to protect you. I realized that just only with my strength will not enough to protect you from society. I never expected we will be ended like this. I’m so sorry.

When I’m gone, please be happy. You must lead a happy life and find better guy than me, a guy that can protect you better than me. You need to protect yourself better too. Never let others bully you anymore.

Please forget me, Saehyun a. Erase all of our memories together from your mind. Kim Myungsoo, don’t keep in these three words.  

Even for today memories,

Just remember that you ever felt those glamorous lives, do whatever you ever wish, wear beautiful dresses; play at your dreamt amusement park, and all event you felt today. You don’t need to be jealous at other girls now. You ever felt whatever they experienced.

Myungsoo’s tears fell down before he could hold it.

Just remember that there’s someone will always love you, Park Saehyun.

I’m sorry that I never said these three words to you.

I love you, Park Saehyun, my only and forever love.

Please forget me.

Myungsoo finished the letter and folded it. He stood from his seat, wiped the tears away from his face. He approached Saehyun on her bed. He put the letter beside her.

He leaned his body forward to take a better look on Saehyun. He stroked her hair gently. Myungsoo gave chaste a kiss on her forehead.

“I leave for your good. Please be happy, Park Saehyun.” Myungsoo stared at Saehyun’s face for the last time before he left.

Saehyun slept too soundly to know that Myungsoo already left.

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It was a battalion team below Howon’s command. They moved fast to surround Myungsoo hideaway. They were armored by gun because Myungsoo that they ever knew never back down no matter what.

He would give a defense and his defense was really good. Myungsoo was really good with weapon.

Some of them moved around grass. Some batch moved on the roof and the other waited in front and behind the motel. They were waiting like tiger waited for its prey. They exchanged eye gazed to check on the other team’s preparation.

Someone threw tears bomb inside motel. Soon smokes started to fill the building. Myungsoo felt his eyes were burned while he was walking to the exit door.

He tried to cover his eyes and yelled at the Motel Owner not to come out and didn’t let anyone out. He knew who was waiting outside. Myungsoo prepared out his weapons that made the owner yelped.

Myungsoo quickly covered that owner’s mouth.

“If you still want to be alive, stay here and shut up!” Myungsoo talked with a low and hoarse voice. “Don’t let anyone come out even when you hear anything happen outside. Do you understand?”

The owner nodded his head silently with scared gaze toward the younger man in front him. Myungsoo let go him after made sure the man would not scream anymore.

Smokes alarm was ringing after the smokes hit the fuse. But the smokes were too much to be vanished by water spring soon.

Myungsoo walked carefully through smoky air.

“L, you’d better hand yourself sooner. We knew you are there.” Someone talked loudly; to be exact it’s Howon, the new captain.

“Sheesh. Is he stupid or something? Has he met someone hand himself just by him yelled like that?” Myungsoo mocked. But when he heard noise outside, he changed his mind. “He got his men.”

Myungsoo pulled both of his weapons trigger and be ready.

Soon after he sneaked out, a loud gunshot and big fight would happen. He knew it and he was ready for it already. No matter what he needed to make Saehyun safe and sound. No matter what...

He needed to be alive.

TBC

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Hmhh... y'all know.. I thought this chapter is really horrible. The writing and also the grammar, I said.

Anyway, today I'll post the rest left chapters. Stay tune. ^^