Things that He Believes
Knock knock
“Get in.” The voice inside the big office room talked.
The door was opened, a young man came in.
"Sajangnim, I've finished what you asked already.” He bowed as he talked.
The older man stared at the younger one.
“Good,
It’s just only time now.” The man tapped his fingers on the table with a
mysterius smirk. “I really never expected this day would happen to
you.”
The younger one stared at him with his emotionless eyes. No one knew what inside his mind.
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Inside
a small motel room outside Seoul, it was a secluded and quiet area.
They came there after throw the car far away from that place.
“Kim Myungsoo, are you crazy?” Saehyun yelled at Myungsoo once the entered the room.
Saehyun pushed Myungsoo’s shoulder to show how angry she was. She stood and stared with anger filled her eyes.
“Stop it, Saehyun.” Myungsoo tried not to be wavered by the situation. He stayed firm checking at the room.
“Why did you killed that police?!” Saehyun didn’t gave up. She followed Myungsoo walked around the room.
“Stop it, Saehyun a.” Myungsoo avoided to talk about the event before.
His mind was clouded. He couldn’t think straightly. What on his mind was only how he could save Saehyun from this accident?
“Answer
me, Kim Myungsoo.” She hit Myungsoo’s back, tried to gain his
attention. She hated it when Myungsoo kept all his thought only for him.
Saehyun
didn’t need tried hard to make Myungsoo lost his patience. By kept
pestering him with question, Myungsoo finally ticked off.
“I said stop it, Park Saehyun. Give me time!” Myungsoo held tight Saehyun’s hand which kept hitting him.
“You just need to answer me. Why did you kill that police?!” Saehyun shouted back at Myungsoo.
She stared back didn’t want to lose at that fierce stare battle between Myungsoo and her.
“He threatened you with the gun.” Myungsoo said frustrately.
Saehyun didn’t like the answer. She turned her head not to face Myungsoo. She tapped her foot on the floor impatiently.
“Saehyun a, please understand me.”
Saehyun sighed hard.
“He did nothing, Kim Myungsoo.”
“He was about shooting his gun at you, Park Saehyun.” Myungsoo raised his voice.
“It’s nonsense! You shoot him because he was about shooting his gun at me, Kim Myungsoo?”
“What did you expect me to do? Waiting him shot you for real, Park Saehyun?” Myungsoo said ironically.
Saehyun wanted to answer but she couldn’t answer it.
“Where did you got that damn gun? Are you joining back that gang?”
Myungsoo didn’t answer. He turned his face away.
“Answer me!” Saehyun held tight Myungsoo’s forearm.
“I quitted it! I said it already, I just want to protect you.” Myungsoo shouted back.
“This is not the way you are protecting me, Kim Myungsoo. You’re just killin someone again.” Saehyun was broken.
She felt betrayed. She knew it, Myungsoo still in the organization after he promised her to leave.
“I hate you... You’re lying.” Saehyun hit Myungsoo repeatedly.
No matter how Myungsoo tried to make Saehyun understood what he did, Saehyun didn’t want to hear it. She kept shouting back.
“Listen to me...”
“I don’t want to hear excuse anymore... hmhh...”
Myungsoo
lost his control. He didn’t want to hear Saehyun yelled at him because
what he did was for protecting her. He stopped her ranting by kissing
her.
“STOP IT, KIM MYUNGSOO.”
Saehyun tried to prey her self
off but Myungsoo pulled her back. Myungsoo pushed her hard to the wall
and kissing her roughly. Saehyun hit Myungsoo’s chest to stop him.
“Will you stop it or not?” Myungsoo lifted both Saehyun’s hand toward wall. He breathed roughly tried to hold back his anger.
“I
will not. You better stop this first. These things make me going nut.”
Saehyun hissed her words with low voice. Her tone was filled by anger.
“I really cannot understand you anymore, Myungsoo. Is this Kim Myungsoo that I always know?”
Those words hit Myungsoo. His eyes softened. “I never changed. I only want to protect you, Saehyun a. Why can’t you understand it?”
Myungsoo’s voice was heard like almost begging.
“I don’t understand where the truth of protecting me by killing many people.” Saehyun shook her head.
“So you are disagreeing what I did now?” Myungsoo was not aware that his grab to Saehyun’s wrist tightened.
“Myungsoo ya, it is hurt.” Saehyun winced.
“Don’t
you remember what we said about those kind polices when we were child?
They are bad person. They have been injustice to us.”
“It is not same.” Saehyun whispered weakly. She tried to free her wrists that were in pain.
“They
all are same! If we don’t have our ways to protect ourselves, we are
death! Park Saehyun please back on your right mind.” Myungsoo threw
Saehyun to the bed, not so hard but strong enough to make her bounce on
the bed.
“This is world. Nothing like truth exists here. We need to find our way to protect ourselves.”
Myungsoo
crawled on the bed. His body shadowed Saehyun’s body. Saehyun let out
her tears. She was in pain to see Myungsoo being like this. How can her
nice Myungsoo changed into the person like this?
“I don’t know you
any longer, Myungsoo. Who are you?” Saehyun refused to stare at
Myungsoo’s face. She closed her eyes gave up on everything Myungsoo
would do to her.
Myungsoo knocked back to his self once he saw
Saehyun’s tears. He realized that he was hurting Saehyun now. Myungsoo
stepped back from the bed.
“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to hurt you.”
Myungsoo drifted his gaze on the floor. He was not brave enough to look
at Saehyun after what he did.
Myungsoo walked to the outside balcony. Saehyun stared blankly at the ceiling.
“Sheesh!” Myungsoo kicked the fence felt angry to him. He stared at the night sky. Kim Myungsoo, look at what you did?! You make her cry once again. Why did you do that?!
Myungsoo felt like want to scream aloud but he couldn’t do it. He messed his hair in depression.
Suddenly
he felt a pair of arm snaked around his waist and hugged him from
behind. “Saehyun…” Without look at it, Myungsoo already know those pair
of hands’ owner so well. He turned his body.
“I apologize. I
didn’t mean to accuse you false for everything you did for me. I know it
well that you’re protecting me.” Saehyun looked at the floor when she
did her apologize.
Looked at the figure in front of him, Myungsoo
already knew that he couldn’t keep angry at this girl for longer time.
Myungsoo made a tiny smile when he was looking at the person in front of
him trying to make apologize.
He lifted Saehyun’s chin to look at him. He gazed into Saehyun’s eyes sharply.
“W-what?” Saehyun tried to avoid eyes contact. “Are you angry at me? I’m sorry.”
“Fine, let me think for a while.” Myungsoo propped his chin on his fist pretended like he was thinking.
This
time Saehyun thought she really needed to give Myungsoo his time alone.
She thought to leave but Myungsoo held onto her arm.
“Yes, I’m really angry at you.”
“W-what?” Saehyun shuttered.
Myungsoo
held on his upset expression several seconds to watch Saehyun’s nervous
reaction. But gradually Myungsoo’s lips formed a smile.
Quickly
Myungsoo lifted Saehyun from the front. Saehyun was startled so she
circled her legs on Myungsoo’s waist to make sure she would not fall.
Myungsoo sunk his face between Saehyun’s neck, inhaled deeply before
started to kiss her shoulder.
Myungsoo walked inside the room.
Saehyun yelped a bit when Myungsoo marked on her neck. She pushed
herself away and looked at Myungsoo annoyed.
“You’re punished now, My lady for not trusting me.” Myungsoo whispered as he pulled Saehyun once again come to him.
Saehyun chuckled. “I never knew that you are that narrowed. Saehyun closed her eyes as the kiss arrived on her lips.
“Who
said that?” Myungsoo shifted his lips on Saehyun’s neck and gave her
butterfly kisses. Saehyun with closed eyes leaned on Myungsoo enjoyed
what Myungsoo gave her.
Myungsoo laid Saehyun carefully on the bed
while staring at Saehyun. But what he saw made him chuckled. However
it’s just Saehyun who can do this kind thing to Myungsoo.
“She
must felt extremely tired after today.” Myungsoo smiled looking at
Sleeping Saehyun. He slowly patted Saehyun’s head and pecked on her
forehead.
“Sleep tight, Saehyun a.”
Myungsoo corrected Saehyun’s body position so she could sleep better. He covered Saehyun with blanket.
While he was staring at Saehyun’s sleeping face suddenly he felt cold air hit him behind.
It
felt something unwanted really would come. Myungsoo quickly glanced at
his back and surround, but nothing there. Myungsoo couldn’t feel ease
for it. He sighed hard and prepared his gun.
Myungsoo sat beside the table and checked at environment.
TBC
It's the update. ^^ I know I've been MIA for some days. kekeke. Actually I'm not, I just too lazy to open WP. This story already finished long time ago at other fansite. haha.
For my apologize, I'll do double update or maybe triple, if I got new subribers and comment. ^^
This story is going to end soon maybe for 3-5 chapter again.
