I don't know

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I don’t know what I want to do actually.
I just don’t want to do anything.
I just want to lay in my bed all day long, reading a story.
I really don’t want to do anything else.
This is sucks!
Life sometimes is really sucks!
I hate it
That’s what I really want to scream about,
But this is reality, right?
No matter you want to do it, you still need do face it.
That’s what make it feels sucks!
Why can I live life like the way I want?
Oh right, I don’t even know what I want to do actually beside being lazy ass.
Loser…
I just don’t want being a loser.
I hate to lose to anyone.

I really want to get out from this stressing life.
I hate routinity.
I hate order.
I hate rules and regulations.
I need someone who can makes me not bored.
Someone?

Someone…