Nervous Like Hell

Well, it's really happened to me. Right now I really really feel nervous. I cannot sit down on my chair peacefully without glancing at my phone every minute just to check out if that author-nim answer my chat.

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I'm totally nervous and panicked. I know I'm overreacting, but this chat is important for me. I'm trying to contact that Author not for nothing.
I got something to talk with her and I just hope she would like to accept my offer. *Praying harder*

This is another step to make my dream board list comes true. I hope really hope that this time it will work out.

I don't want to only get shame while doing this, like what I get when I'm doing something wholeheartedly for some idol group. This time, I hope it's going to work well.